LP#1 Journal Entry
The text reading for the learning plan presented a unique way of looking at the profession I am
stepping into. If reflected upon and considered, my line of work as a Substance Abuse Counselor falls
under the category of a Human Service worker. I was so delighted that the text summarized and
attached many of the characteristics of a competent practitioner right alongside the many of the
attributes emphasized by the originator of Client-Centered therapy, Carl Rogers. His psychotherapy
modality captures my strongest leanings and beliefs. Some of his strongest tenants being, empathy,
unconditional positive regard, genuineness and warmth.
I appreciated and grew from some of
the self-awareness exercises we performed in this learning plan. Revisiting my Family
of Origin and the challenging questions of my family dynamic was a refresher
and also a deeper exploration of what makes me, me. How my childhood
experiences shaped my beliefs, my thinking, and my attitudes remind me of where
many of my traits were developed, sometimes without my conscious awareness.
Tracing the history of my life experience timeline in 5-year intervals made me step into the past and bring forth many
recollections of events I’ve not contemplated or systematized in this fashion
before. It was partially disturbing but yet liberating. I am no longer a prisoner
of some hurtful moments and yet I gladly embraced some of the fondness of my
life’s tapestry. I’ve accumulated a mature comfort with myself because of the
continued exploration through this learning plan coupled alongside faithful
work in my 12 step recovery program.
My most imparted growth and
discovery of this learning plan were centered around self-awareness. It was
continually highlighted, or should I say brought to a greater realization of my
own understanding the motivations of why I chose to be a helper; Substance
Abuse Counselor. I want to make an impact in the lives of other suffering
addicts and alcoholics. I desire to pay forward what was so freely given to me.
But, most importantly I have a need to care for others. I always have. It just
wasn’t so obvious until this point of life when I’ve truly embraced the concept
that my growth personally equates to my professional growth. Additionally, that
my professional growth is very rewarding personally. Along with this great
ability to become competent in my field, I discovered in this learning plan that
great diligence, self-care, and self-monitoring are supremely important tools to
assist me in avoiding the trappings of my need for prestige, control,
unresolved issues, and caring for others while excluding my own self-care.
I know that with my openness to
continue to grow in the profession, I’ve undeniably accepted, welcomed, and most
recently, sought the experienced advice and direction of others who’ve been
where I wish to travel.
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